Relax (Terri)

More studio photos from the ZIP Drives, plus journals.

“I love the girls. I mean, we work together well and I can’t think of one of them I don’t like doing nasty things to. Sometimes I help work the monsters and use the sex toys on the girls, and they love me doing that since I know how to make all of them come so hard they scream and squirt all over our foam rubber creations (which we had to waterproof, and we hose down and take them apart to clean, a real pain in the ass). Each one of the girls is different and you need to know what turns them on, and where and how to touch them.

Other times I play myself, Captain Terri Starr of Space Command, kind of a hold over from the days where we used these monsters more for horror and less for sex. Well, we still used them for sex, more and more as our audience became more and more perverted. By the time the gas had run out of the tank for horror movies in ‘88 Mike and the crew knew we needed to retool for the Japanese market.

And we hired all these fresh young faces, went all action ninja fights, and I can’t get enough of these hot little things. Of course, I am the den-mom around here and I try to keep them on the right path, but I trust them. They know what we are doing. You do one or two films and it hits you.

We get to leave. We get to live the dream.

None of us survive any of these features. I know, some unwritten rule and I bet you reading this have figured that out by now. We just keep meeting silly fates, over and over again, and next time everything is forgotten, and we start again fresh. There is a reason for this.

You know why.

And you know what to do.

I can’t wait to meet you, honestly. I don’t even know if I will remember who I was. Maybe I will forget the underwater mortgage, my divorce, my car that stalls at red lights, and all the tears this life had for me. I want to take my daughters, which is why they work here at the studio and have parts as extras. God, I hope they can come. Even if I don’t remember them, I want them with me.

We did write that relationship into a script we used, so I hope that is enough. Please make it happen.

There are pictures of them here too, in case you find that useful in pulling them free of the Hell we live in.

But it is only a temporary Hell.

Not like the real one.

Right?

-Terri”

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My mind is melting. Either this is some wicked incantation being cast upon my psyche, or we have a very strange and inexplainable situation on our hands. The deeper I go, the stranger it gets, and the more dark and twisted things become. I feel I am walking towards the center of a large, dark, spiderweb which I cannot escape.

-Vex