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The End of my Training

The End of my Training

Oct 05, 2022

Summer's over.

I don't even notice the ropes anymore. They feel natural to me. My lack of freedom is totally voluntary. Brenda asks me every morning how I am, and whether or not I want to continue. At first I said yes because I wanted to be fair and experience everything I had railed against, so that I could justly say it's abhorrent, but I was wrong. Though they are forceful, it is never violent. It's difficult to describe --they talk to me as if being on your knees sucking a strong black dick is a natural thing. The conservative professor in me, who was always analytical, gave way to the feelings this brought out in me. I wasn't looked down upon for being a white woman. There were no slurs' and to my amazement, there was a lot of laughter and enjoyment. Regina told me she's very proud to have picked me as her first convert. My students have not been overly rough, but I had never done double and triple penetration before --and they let me get used to it before cutting loose. While I am bound, I am never mistreated and when Regina feels I am in over my head, she always steps in until I'm ready to keep going.

One time I cried because I didn't understand how I could feel this way. While she didn't untie me, she took me aside, blindfolded me and played with my nipples and clit while she waited for me to be able to talk about what I felt. I told her I've never had this much satisfaction in sex --my time with David had always been mechanical and predictable. I simply didn't know what it felt like to orgasm. She made me suck her fingers while she told me this was natural. I was letting go of all those preconceptions. She told me the restraints took away my white guilt at being enjoyed physically and this was something that she knew would happen to me. I thought they would humiliate me --make me walk naked in public on a chain, or destroy my academic career. They've done none of those things.

They simply don't allow me to decide anything, and I have to say it makes me wet knowing this. Right now there's a powerful dick in my ass.(I won't lie, anal broke me. Having my ass fucked while being powerless to prevent anything made me understand where this was going and that I won't be able to go back. She owns me --and I love it...) Hera's smiling as she fingers my pussy and plays with my clit, and I can't help but enjoy the thick black dick that I'm sucking on.(We aren't allowed to use the word "cock". Cock is for white boys, black men have dick...)Regina asked me if I was ready to go back to my old life. I told her that I don't want to. She told me that if I wanted to stay in their group, that I had to surrender completely. It is a lifetime commitment. I have already given Donald divorce papers... I was generous with the terms. Donald didn't want it --He only wanted to be allowed to see me some times. I was not adverse to that, but I told hime in no uncertain terms that I would never have sex with him again. My daughters know and one of them has started training on her own with the other I can't say. Time will tell.