From Camile Tale 01

This image is the first one of her story, where she narrates her struggles and thoughts. In this story I want to explore a bit more this character. Until she has appeared as a secondary girl involved in nasty stuff, very nasty things. 
But how is she? what she expect?
I am uploading the story in my Patreon. And as you may imagine is full of normal images but also explicit ones. If you love trans characters, or dickladies how sometimes are called in internet, it may deserve a look. 
Of course some images will be uploaded everywhere for free and in open way but as always the 100% only for Patreons. So if you want to discover a lot of extra content and support my art check the link.

https://www.patreon.com/akibastudio

And now the long text that comes with the image. Hope you like it. Please share, comment, ….

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When it began? When my life changed? When I lost my humanity, my sexuality, my hopes and my future?

I remember when I was a child. A girl with a male body. A boy with a female soul. The fights with my family, the constant arguments, crying in my bedroom. But then, in my early teens, everything changed. My aunt took me to her home, helped with my transition, taught me how to be a woman. Those were the best years in my life.

Then I discovered sex, and was lucky enough to find partners who respected my body and also helped me to understand myself. And I became a prostitute… It was not planned, simply one day I started to sell my body. Needed the money, you know. Had to pay hormones and surgeries. At first I liked it. Becoming a sex worker sounded exciting. Being pretty and sexy for others pleasure, helping them to achieve good orgasms and often also enjoying the job. Was cool, met really good and handsome customers. I felt loved and special and not a weird and bizarre human being with a chaotic mix of sexual traits and emotions. 

There is a saying here, “It’s easy to get in, but ain’t easy to get out”. And it’s right. I call it “the whore state of mind”. You sell your body and earn a lot of fast money. It’s very easy to get used to that and even to become addicted. Perhaps you need the money for your family or for your whims. A couple of nights at the brothel, a scene in a porn movie and if you are pretty and hot a good payment will be the reward. When you earn a couple of thousand euros in just a week it’s difficult to say no. 

There are other reasons. Stigma is one of the most important ones. Let’s be honest here, despite Pretty Woman very few people want to date and share their life with an ex-sex worker. And if you are active in the business then you need really a lot of luck to find someone who does not want to take advantage of the situation. A lot of boyfriends become pimps after finding how much money their girl is doing. I have also seen a lot of times how those lovely and understanding couples who don’t mind to share their lives with a prostitute or a porn actress became mad and jealous after a while. Normal people don’t understand we do sex as a job and is never the same as normal sex. We don’t choose customers or partners in the porn films so is very difficult for us to get aroused and enjoy. And we are paid, very well indeed, to have sex, so our pleasure is never in the equation: with a customer our duty is to give pleasure and in a porn scene we have to follow the script, to be sexy and hot for the camera, and to listen to the director’s orders. 

And finally there are contracts. You need the money, the big company offers you a good contract, you sign it. And months later you discover your body is owned by that company. Companies never allow you to leave the business if you are profitable. They use legal tricks, coercion and even threats if necessary.